Work isn't always the greatest. I never knew it was possible to feel so overwhelmed while feeling rather accomplished, so full of knowledge and lacking true know-how, and real hope as you sink in despair. Despair is quite a heavy word. Not quite despair, more like...I don't know....the opposite of hope.
I have been escaping thoughts that provide uncontrollable smiles. FOr me, these thoughts circle around large animals doing graceful things. Think about it: hippos swimming, whales leaping out of the water, giraffes running.
Great stuff, eh?